I just wrote that. It's basically how I feel this past week. Haven't updated much because I've been under a lot of stress and setbacks and pressure. I want one thing in life but my luck and talent I feel will never get me to where I truly want to be. My unsupportive friends hold me back thinking that my photography is just a "hobby" and "pointless career choice" Maybe they're right. Even though today I changed my best friend Nikkis mind when she actually held my Nikon D40 in her hands and took the time to look at my pictures and realize my passion with it all. We went to Bradley Beach and Asbury and took photos down in that area. Those towns are always stereotyped as "the ghetto" but it was so vintage and quaint. We had such a great time blasting the Across the Universe soundtrack, which I haven't dusted off in a while, enjoying the sun, and the beach (even though it was cold). I'm really going to miss all of this next year. Friends and hang outs and driving around endlessly to wherever the hell I want to go and having no limits, nothing holding us back, just enjoying eachothers company all day every day. High school was such a blast for me and it's not that far from being over. Nostalgia is in full bloom and I can't help but to think back to sophomore year when everything was so easy and perfect. For now I'm going to sit back and watch Across the Universe and think back to last year when my ex best friend Jill and I totally adored this movie and took the "hippie" approach to living. I go through fads like their going out of style, oh wait thats what a fad is! Anyway, I'll post some pictures of my photos from today.
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