So every morning on my way to school theres this little old man who stands on his drive way by the mailbox and waves to all the passing cars and signals them to blow their horn. He gets such a riot out of it and it's the most adorable thing I have ever seen in quite some time. But for the past two days he hasn't been outside and I know that the weather has been in the teens every morning so I'm hoping that is the reason he hasn't been out there doing his morning routine. I would hate to see something happen to him, even though I don't know him he has become a little part of my day each morning. I'm finally on Christmas break! and I looked at my phone yesterday and read "December 23rd" and my jaw literally dropped. I can not believe this, where as the Christmas season gone? I've been too busy running around shopping and hanging out with friends that it has just slipped through my hands. My last Christmas home and it has already disappeared. I mean I'm more than ready to take on 2009 but it's also scary at the same time. I'm graduating this year, I'm turning 18 this year, I'm starting college this year and 2009 is most likely the bigget year that will ever happen to me. And it's only 12 days away! I really need to start getting my mind into the right place, I'm off in lala dream land thinking it's going to be all a fantasy forever. I know nothing but the walls of my private high school and my parents home and it's all about to change in nothing short of 6 months. And I'll be the first to admit it, I'm a nervous wreck. I am not good at letting go of things, especially people. My best friends who I've spent every hour with will people scattered all over the country next year. Oh, boy this is too much for me to handle right now. I just need to relax and enjoy one day at a time.
This is what I say to 2009!
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